I began this as an anonomous site, so I can vent, and be myself without being judged by my family or being afraid of speaking my true mind and offending someone. I am here sitting in my hospital bed reflecting my life. I have been so unhappy with my home situation for far too long and I am thinking about a solution of how I can get out of it. Soon I hope. I just had my iv started and I think I am going to nap now...till next time.